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  • "Imagine"

    To dear John Lennon:

    I like to listen to your music
    Everyday
    "Imagine"

    And I like to sing your song
    Everytime
    That I feel tired
    Or when I want to relax
    Or maybe when I like to cry
    "Imagine"

    But dear John Lennon,

    when I step out of my dreams
    I get shocked by my before
    My hands start to shiver
    And I start to panic
    My chest begin to ache
    And I feel so scared
    That it makes my tears fall

    Because I live in this world
    That I can't run away from
    That I can't fight back
    And I have to accept it as it is
    But in the end I feel like "How?!"

    Because I live in this world
    Where I see a child dying of hunger
    And a child who never felt the way to be loved
    Where I see people dying for no reason in a war
    And crimes happen because of poverty and lack of love
    Even though that I still see those people
    Who are happy despite of being Indigent
    And who to be indfferent to see it all?
    Who to not get hurt, to not cry?

    Becasue I live in this world
    Where I should worry about my future
    About how I will be employed
    Or how I will be fired after all
    For I need money to a part of this life
    No matter if I deny it or not

    Because I live in this world
    Where I need to be accepted
    With titles like:
    "Honorable, Capable, Suitable, Qualified"
    Or documents that are treasures
    Talking about my abilities
    That can make the leaders satisfy
    In order to be able to survive

    Because I live in this world
    Where I like its skies
    Where I like its nature and its beings
    Where I like to sit and watch the sun setting
    In a peaceful shore with my dear ones
    Where I like to think about only grace and love

    So I listen to your music
    Everyday
    "Imagine"

    And I sing your song
    Everytime
    That I feel tired
    Or when I want to relax
    Or maybe when I like to cry
    "Imagine"

    And one day
    It may come true
    Just the way you wished
    Just the way you wanted to
    "Imagine"

    Imagine

  • Misleading Art

    I was passing those streets
    Shadows of art misleading were chasing me

    "Impossible"
    I was yearning for my brushes
    For my dearest only color
    My Black Ink
    But I was falling
    I was crawling

    Sneers I could hear
    They were yelling at me
    "You're an art thief"
    They threw chains around my throat
    Could I ever breath again..?

    They were shouting at me
    "You,
    The art thief,
    You shall pay,
    With your blood
    No mercy from now on"

    I was yearning for my brushes
    For my Black Ink
    For colors I've never owned
    For imaginaries I wished to borrow
    From the scenes on the road

    "Impossible"
    I only needed some colors I've never owned
    I only needed some frames
    To put my name beneath the wood
    Things I've never had
    Things I've never robbed
    I only admired what in my pocket
    That I've never had
    That I've never robbed

    But who to believe
    They didn't hear a single tear
    They made me pay with my life
    A ruined corpse on the ground

    The blackness of the sin
    The redness of the blood
    They painted all the divisions on the wall
    With my broken brushes
    With my dearest Black Ink
    With my Blood
    With my Blood

  • Afraid of Being Judged

    Yes I heard them
    When they called me a fool
    Mocking me behind my back
    Well, they judged me by my look
    How can I mind..?
    They never knew me though
    The real me is being sealed
    To those with no inner sight

    I've got used to this world
    This world full of judgements
    Wherever you go
    Whatever you do
    They give you rates
    They find you titles
    Give you ranks
    And put a mark on your face

    Then the moment you catch their hands
    They wear a mask
    And hide their true identity
    Even though they can hardly hide
    That fear in their eyes
    But "Why" you may ask..?

    Because they're afraid
    Afraid of being judged
    Afraid of being judged

  • Still not..

    "Still not good enough"
    I was told so
    The next time I try
    Is also the same into those eyes
    That I am useless to this life
    Maybe it's right that I am an error
    Should have never been here
    I am alone as ever
    Cold and shattered
    But there's something still hided there
    That I don't give up easily
    Cause I'm not the one to die kneeling
    Even with knowing this painful fact
    That it's a long time
    I'm resting in this coffin
    Cold and shattered
    Remembering I was told
    "Still not good enough"

  • when I leave..

    When I leave here
    You understand how lonely I was
    Unwanted footprints
    Cause I knew it the demon game
    But it wasn't my dignity to play it
    So with all the pain I carry
    I'm not the demon player
    My unwanted foorprints
    They remain there
    When I leave here

  • Vanished

    Slowly
    .
    .
    .
    Doubts
    .
    .
    .
    Tears
    .
    .
    .
    Sighs
    .
    .
    .
    Doubts
    .
    .
    .
    Tears
    .
    .
    .
    Memories
    .
    .
    .
    Pains
    .
    .
    .
    Tears
    .
    .
    .
    Pains
    .
    .
    .
    Pains
    .
    .
    .
    Pains
    .
    .
    .
    Tears
    .
    .
    .
    Numbness
    .
    .
    .
    Silence
    .
    .
    .
    .
    .
    .
    .
    .
    .
    Suicide

  • By your side

    He knows the heart of each of us
    There's no way to hide..
    And he knows what he has given us
    Part of him
    What more beautiful than that..
    But sometimes we forget
    That he's always there
    Just ask for his kindness
    Ask for his care
    Ask for his love
    For his power above all
    And you find him
    So close
    That you would cry..
    Just call him with your heart..
    Your pure heart..

  • Red Roses

    Tonight
    Everything is prepared
    Chocolate
    Wine
    Red Roses
    There's no light but the fireplace
    I'm sitting on a rug
    Thinking of her
    If she's safe
    The one on her mind
    Close to her heart
    If she needs someone
    If she needs me

    I'm sitting here alone
    By the fire
    With not knowing the reason
    Why she would never come
    And I still love her

    With tonight
    Everything is prepared
    Chocolate
    Wine
    And Red Roses

    red roses

  • A Moment

    Today
    It was just today
    Under the sky

    With a shadow beside
    Someone
    Who was shaded in the dark
    I was talking to
    Not a clear face
    But the eyes
    Those glowing eyes
    They were sharp and kind
    Gazing at me all the time
    Yes it was so dark
    But so peaceful and calm
    Under the sky

    And I sang some little songs
    And he kept listening
    All the time
    So patient
    So warm
    He gazed and listened
    All the time
    Even when I was silent
    Silent and somehow shy
    But he gave smiles in return

    We lied on the ground
    Watching the stars
    We also made some little wishes
    Under the sky

    I could see the shape of his body
    In the shadows of the gleam lights
    The way he was watching the sky
    With those mysterious eyes
    And his vague smile

    I was starred at him
    Like how you daze at a glow
    Like I was dreaming
    A beautiful scene

    While I was dreaming
    I felt a cherrish breeze
    And also some warm breaths
    I could see the stream in the dark
    It was so close yet so calm
    While I had got too excited inside

    And a moment
    I felt a soft heat
    On my lips
    And a flow of warm thrills
    It had continued
    As his hands
    Approached my face

    My body was so warm
    Yet protected and safe
    And my eyes
    They were so excited
    Yet filled with tears
    Starring right through his eyes
    His glorious eyes
    Smiling at me
    With a flaming shine

    And then I was embraced
    With his kindness
    His protecting arms
    His calm and steady side

    And shadows disapeared
    Little by little
    And I could see his face
    More clear
    And more pure
    Without no fear

    And it was him
    Just as I knew
    Graceful and kind
    Under the sky

    Under the sky

    the night

  • Aloneness

    Aloneness
    I feel all the way
    All the way
    To a painful aloneness

    It's fall again
    Do you see the leaves?
    Do you see them falling?
    The wind blows tough
    And the thunder
    It's raining

    Ah it's cold
    Where are you?
    I'm calling you
    Can't you hear?

    My hands
    They are reached for you
    Can't you see?
    Where are you?

    Ah my heart
    It's weak
    It's thirsty
    To be embraced
    To be loved
    Can't you see?

    Look through my eyes
    Have they ever lied to you?
    Can't you just not hide?
    Can't you just not deny?

    Please understand
    It's you
    And only you
    Who is needed
    Who is called
    All the way
    Through the pain
    Through the joy
    For your side
    For your care

    But tell me
    Just tell me
    Where are you?
    Where are you?

    Ah it's cold

    Rain

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